Tag Archives: misc
I have the strength to lift dumbbells but not to spit words.
I look back at this blog that I have so terribly neglected for months and months and so many things are flooding through my mind, The most prevalent of these thoughts is the idea that what people say about me is true, … Continue reading
Beauty in the Breakdown
I hope every day that theres beauty in the breakdown… thats my only shot. Theres something so insanely beautiful about sadness, craziness, instability. Every rose has its thron.. thats beautiful. If there were no pain the happiness would be so … Continue reading
Jumping the gun then jumping ship.
I’m talking to this guy. Hes sweet and great and he makes me laugh but the second he starts asking about a relationship.. im as good as gone. I love to get to know people. Its kind of my obsession. … Continue reading
The past 3240 hours… (give or take a few men)
In the past 3240 hours… roughly 135 days… or 4.5 months… my entire life has changed. Ive always been a bit of a wildcard but my life seemed about as planned as possible a few months ago. I was in … Continue reading
Is there life out there?
I hope i havent lost all of my readers because I’ve been such a flake. I built up a wonderful readership… and honestly.. more of a support system and I’d hate to see that go to waste but sometimes I … Continue reading
The harder you grasp the sand, the more grains that fall.
I have the absolute hardest time letting things, and people, go. I’m not sure what the point of elaborating on this would even be…. I think that would be considered the epitome of not letting it go. I will … Continue reading
Flashbacks are key plot points.
I know I’ve said that you have to live for now because thats all you really have and not to dwell in the past [see earlier post on Time doesnt fit in a bottle], but regardless, in the movies and … Continue reading
Thanking God for unanswered prayers.
People sing it, but its more than a song, its so true. I used to wish Id marry the boy I dated at 15, the one I lost my virginity to. I used to wish I could run away from … Continue reading
Time doesn’t fit in a bottle, I tried.
The past is just that, the past. And its far too late to change any of that now. As for the present, well its happening in front of your face, right now as you’re reading this. So in reality, the … Continue reading
